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Long has it been since I've drained all my sanity
Fingernails snap as I claw at my brain
Carved through the membranes, beyond my cortex
Can't remember what it's like to be sane
Misery spills forth, overpowering me
I need this torment released
My mind's threads unravel endlessly
Self worth deteriorates and depletes
I am not alone
A ghost still haunts my home
From my doorstep I still feel it in my bones
The piercing phantom's moan
Begging me to reap what I've sown
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S'morcery
02:41
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Genocide - cities occupied to fuel the delusion
Memoirs of the past discarded and replaced with mere illusions
Spiritual suicide to despise in the name of who you confide
Genesis of lies - abide by the book and follow its guide
Waste of life normality
When invoked by a deity
Entity of bigotry
Controlling your destiny
Anomaly of fallacies
Bound to infinite secrecy
Enslaving young minds but tell them they're free
In fear, thoughts tremble convulsively
Fleshless, formless
Existence distorted
When all is said and done
His word will kill everyone
Pendulum swaying rapidly
Sands of your hourglass slowly slip
Tantalized by each stroke
Blood grows thinner drip by drip
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Yellow
04:53
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A shell of flesh, often gone unnoticed
Frantically strewn with pulsating nerves
Malformation of consciousness lacked of purpose
Constantly flooded with something in which to be concerned
Pointless tasks for a meaningless existence
Desperate to claw onto any thread of reason
The efforts lost - I have nothing to believe in
Who am I?
I am no one
A face to pass you by
While you were staring at the sun
Hidden in the shade
Of other's "success"
All ambition fades
Beneath the excess
Who are you?
You are no one too
A person gazing through
The endless haze of gloom
Seeking anything
To make a mark
I'll be waiting for you here
Within this frigid dark
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Most Unheinous
02:45
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(instrumental)
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Sores fester and quiver
Felt lucid and late
Moments went by I call waste
Just faded feelings that come with wait
Years lost to a day
Impossible to glimmer through their haze
Washed away from shores brought to a boil
Forcing shallow hearts into shallow soil
You said it yourself, "I've made up my mind.
I've got to get away from you and live a different life!"
Why?
Seductive memories so slowly subside with time...
July rains staining old skin from winds blowing change
Memories remain the moments fragmented deep in my brain
I gave you my all, you took it in vain
The void in my being was getting far too hard to sustain
I look to the room that we both grew up in
Back when we met, I had no regret, you were my best friend
So many feelings flood me when I think of back then
I once dreamt of us, before the distrust and disgust for what's so fucked in your head
I felt your love once again but only in a dream
It burnt out to smoke and ash as fast as it had came to me
When the cinders cleared from my vision I could finally see
What you felt was not for me but for what you wanted me to be
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What the hell do you want from me
I've got a ghost on my back - that's not hyperbole
The tension won't stop increasing
Steam is rising to the ceiling, dissipating feeling
There's a demon in my body
Disconnecting myself from the rest of reality
It sears at my will with flames
It has it's clutch on my brain with unbreakable chains
(Nick Hanian:)
The ghost on my back tells me things and it won't leave me be
It provokes me to combat everything in my life that has any meaning
For fucks sake, I feel it's hate
I feel it's hate for me
It haunts me endlessly with it's chaos and heartbreak and misery
Burdened and weeping, I only want some relief
I just want it out, I want it released, I just want a moment of peace
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Escape From Witmer Park
03:03
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Amebic infestation keeps the victims controlled
Engorged in eukaryotes as their mutation unfolds
The symbiotic illness spreads more and more
A primordial entity has alas been restored
They see right through your flesh as you hold your breath
With eyes widening only seeking your death
They came from the cosmos to erase mankind
Replacing us with clones without any signs
The smoke billows from the stone
Beyond Saturn storms it finds its new home
Aquatic phagocytosis consumes the leaves
Cystic growth - harbinger of overcoming disease
Cellular reformation dissolves you as you sleep
Constructing a new being as the old one depletes
Absorbing endlessly, it's only reasons to breed
Methodically calculating the next pile of meat
Evolve beyond the human form
Fuse with the plant to be anatomically reborn
A new type of life spawns as you hatch
Devoid of feeling, looking for more bodies to snatch
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Haiti in the 80's
06:19
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Divide
Cleaving space and time
A paralytic nail through my mind
Suppress the thoughts to live and just let die
Embrace growing distant - black hearts liquefy
Ending the replaying thoughts of suicide
Into the nosedive so frequently synthesized
Too little too late, no time to say
Goodbye
Noose, end these games
Dissolve all the memories that drive me insane
Again - the feelings in waves
Can't get them out, I am their slave
Replay - continuing to my grave
The crack in the road is too wide to repave
I want to see past the gates
Maybe in hell I can dispel the pain
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